What have I done?!?

I just emailed Norman Reedus and Sean Patrick Flanery. I must be out of my tiny mind.Bought the Boondock Saints DVD as soon as I came home from NC on Sunday. Have watched it and the first two deleted scenes more than is strictly healthy, I'm sure. Ask me if I care.It's been about 24 hours since I saw it last, must go watch again.

stolen from Anpusat

Last Person Who....x. Slept in your bed – me ... 2 weeks ago.x. You saw today – Nate.x. Saw you cry – Emily and Sandy.x. Made you cry – Emily and Sandy.x. Spent the night at your house – me.x. Shared a drink with – Nate, Billy, Matt... etc.x. You went to the movies with – Matt.x. Yelled at you – does lecturing count? If yes, Nate..x. Sent you an email – Wendy.x. Said "I love you" and meant it – NateHave you ever.....x. Been to New York? - No.x. Been to Florida? – No.x. California? – Born there.x. Hawaii? - No.x. Mexico? - No.x. China? – No.x. Canada? – No.x. Danced naked – No..x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happens the next day? – YesEither or....x. Red or blue? – Blue.x. Walmart or Kmart? – Gah.. neither if I can help it..x. Math or English? – English..x. radio or CD? – CDs.x. drawing or painting? – Drawing.x. High school or college? – Neither Other Questions....x. Last time you went out of the state – 3 days ago.x. Lucky number – 42.x. Things you like in a guy – smile and eyes.x. Weirdest thing about you? – my personality.x. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? – Well, technically... no.x. What book are you reading now? – Trying to finish Return of the King. I hate it..x. What's on your mouse pad? – it's blue and has a nice wrist support.x. Favorite game? – P&A (presidents and assholes).x. Favorite magazine? – Horse and Rider.x. Favorite sound? – cello.x. Worst feeling in the world? – despair.x. What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning? – I have to pee.x. How many rings before you answer? – usually 1 if I'm in the house.x. Future daughter's name? – not gonna have one.x. Future sons’s name? – my son's name was Troy. Not going to have another..x. Chocolate or vanilla? – Vanilla.x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? – no, I sleep with a real animal .x. If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be? – tour bus driver for a band I love.x. What are you going to do after you finish this survey? – find something to eat.x. What was the last food you ate?- the last 4 bites of Nate's cheese burger Hot Pocket at 4am .x. You bored? – often..x. How many buddies are on? – haven't looked.x. Last movie you saw? – Resident Evil - Apocalypse.x. Was it good? – it was alright.x. What are you doing? – sitting and staring mindlessly at the screen.x. Are you listening to music? – no.x. What? – When?When was the last time you......x. Smiled? – this morning, when I said "bye" to Nate .x. Laughed? – playing P&A w/ the boyz last night.x. Had a dream? – this morning.x. Cried? – last week.x. Were confused? – playing P&A last night.x. Were sad? – when I was crying last week.x. Fell? – hmmm can't remember.x. Broke a bone? – haven't ever.x. Got a present? – Nate gave me a cd of Slipknot songs.x. Bought something? – This morning.. gas for the car.x. Felt happy? – last night and this morning.x. Felt satisfied? – last week.x. Got in a fight? – It's been years and years.x. Hated someone? – there are three people in this world I hate.x. Cursed? – last night.x. Heard a good tip? – hmmmm....x. Favorite friends (male)? – Brian, Josh, Nate, Billy, Matt, Bob, Jez, Dan, Chester. (only one of these is an internet friend).x. Favorite friends (female)? – Wendy, Gail, Kara, Spooks, Stacey, Sanne, Alexis, Crystal, Olwes & Conny. (so how weird is it that these are all internet friends except Stacey and Crystal?).x. Favorite bands/singers? – Apocalyptica, Metallica, Slipknot, Linkin Park, Abyss..x. Favorite CDs? – Cult – Apocalyptica. Iowa - Slipknot. Master of Puppets - Metallica. .x. Favorite films? – The Boondock Saints, 4 Rooms, Fear & Loathing in Las Vegas..x. Favorite things to do? – being online, listening to music, reading, riding my horses, walking my dogs..x. Favorite food? – anything with pasta and cheese or seafood. A good steak won't go to waste here either..x. Favorite color? – dark purple.x. Favorite places where you live? – My favorite place to go is Nate/Billy/Matt's house in Hays..x. Favorite places in the whole world? – I liked Amsterdam a whole lot. .x. Any last words? – "A drunkard is accustomed to seeing such things like his dead grandmother crawling up his leg with a knife in her teeth, but no one should be asked to go through this trip."~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME1) losing my family and friends2) spiders3) tornadosTHREE THINGS I'D LIKE TO LEARN1) to play cello so I can join Abyss part-time2) to ride dressage3) how to win the lotteryTHREE THINGS I AM WEARING RIGHT NOW1) Metallica T-shirt2) blue jeans3) combat bootsTHREE THINGS ON MY DESK1) my gallon of water2) Boondock Saints DVD3) hand lotionTHREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE1) follow Apocalyptica on tour through Europe2) play cello in a band with my friends3) have Perttu kiss me. ;) THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY1) optimistic2) friendly3) impulsiveTHREE BAD THINGS ABOUT MY PERSONALITY1) low self-esteem2) obsessive3) lazyTHREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE1) English 2) Irish3) MohicanTHREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MY BODY1) eyes2) hair3) wristsTHREE THINGS I DON'T LIKE ABOUT MY BODY1) teeth2) lung hammers3) jaw/chin THREE THINGS MOST PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT YOU1) I'm a Republican.2) I'm a devote Christian.3) I love reading m/m slash fanfic. 3 THINGS I SAY THE MOST1) What?2) Sorry.3) Thank you.THREE PLACES I WOULD LIKE TO GO:1) Finland 2) Holland3) GermanyNAMES THAT YOU GO BY:1) Deby2) Tebs3) Nate likes to call me Kid.THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE OR HAD1) Z2) Cohkka3) I have another, but it's a secret

the verdict is in

Assault with a deadly weapon with severe injuries = GUILTY1st degree kidnapping = GUILTY1st degree rape = GUILTYSentence = no less than 35 years to be served after completion of the 10 years he is currently serving for conviction of 2nd degree rape last year. He'll be at least 85 before he even thinks about seeing the light of day again.I have to say that the Detectives, the Assistant District Attorney and all the people who handled this case, from the moment I walked into the police department on 2 June, 2003 have done the absolute best job possible. Not a single step was missed, everything was done by the book perfect. I'm really proud of them.I also have to say that the attorney who defended that paskapaa came up to me after closing arguements, introduced himself to me and told me that he wanted me to know it wasn't anything personal. I told him that I knew that and that I knew that he had defend him to the best of his ability so he couldn't later say that he didn't receive competant coucil during trial. I appreciated the way the defense attorney handled his case. He asked all the necessary questions, he defended a no win loser case the best he could and through it all, he always remained respectful to me and the other witnesses. Anyway, we won. He's gone.

nähdään myöhemmin !

I'm outta here! Tomorrow, I fly to NC and spend the whole of next week there for court. Time to put that rat bastard that attacked me in prison for a long, long time.I have to do laundry, pack, buy court-type-respectable looking clothes and basically just get my ass in gear ! *HUGS* all around, I'll return the 19th or so, and will try to check in during the week. I'll be staying at a good friend's house for the week.

Holy Shit!!

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30 hours of madness

10:30pm Tuesday. Wake up. Shower. Gather things. Call brother 14 times until he decides to check his phone and calls me back. Says the ARMY is making him work Wed and he and his wife can't make the show. Disappointed, I drive to Billy, Nate and Matt's house in Hays.2am Wednesday. Give Billy a near heartattack when I tell him my brother isn't going. He calls Nate and asks him to go too. Nate declines. Drinking commences. Listen to music. Nate comes home and annouces he changed his mind. Much rejoicing occures from Billy and Matt. Watch Boondock Saints. Squee to self over slashiness and laugh ass off during movie. Vow to buy it asap.5am Wednesday. Finds self the only person awake. Watches Slipknot's Disasterpieces DVD while Nate sleeps on other couch. Nate wakes up during the last song and declares me to be obsessed. He is happy to take the blame for my newest obsession.8:45am Wed. Gauger arrives and everyone is ready to roll.9am Wed. Billy, Nate and I go to Wal-Mart to change oil. Note to self. They are slow and incompetant fuckers there. I recommend Billy buys car ramps so he can change oil himself next time. 9:30am Wed. Gauger and Matt head out. We tell them we'll catch up. HA! 10am Wed. Finally, leave Wal-Mart. Go to McD's for road trip food. Stalled by lady at drive up window who thinks she knows me. Escape is delayed but finally successful. 10:10am Wed. Wichita bound! I drive Billy's car. It's fun as hell. 2004 Civic 5 speed. weeee! Nate naps in back seat. Billy and I jam to Apocalyptica and have fun with the digicam. 12:05pm Wed. I made last toilet stop at Sonic before reaching Kansas Coliseum. 12:20pm Wed. We made it! Where are Gauger and Matt though? We make ourselves at home in front of the building. Gauger and Matt show up from their Kwik Shop raid. We play with video camera. Billy broke out the hacky sack and the boys played. I watched and took pics.1pm Wed. Barb arrives to get her ticket at box office. She says she'll be back about 5pm. 2pm Wed. Alexis finally arrives! Only 2 hours later than she planned, she got lost leaving her home town. 2-5pm Wed. Amuse selves while waiting for doors to open.5:30pm Wed. Get groped by very aggressive security guard. Nearly have boobs ripped off in their search for drugs. 6pm Wed. Doors open! Make made dash up stair case to T-shirt booth. Buy two T-shirts and launch self down stairs to floor seating. Scurry around looking for a good spot. Security makes us sit on the concrete floor like a bunch of pre-schoolers. Legs cramp, then fall asleep. Back seizes up. 7pm Wed. Godsmack comes out! They played their hit songs. Sully and drummer have a drum off session on two kits. They put on a good show. 8:30pm Wed. METALLICA!!!! hits the stage. At my first good look at Kirk, I lose my mind and scream like a girly girl. They play for at least 2 hours. I manage to get on the rail, as close as one could get to the stage. Pyros at the beginning of One nearly do me in. A crowd surfer gives me a concussion and a nice goose egg on my forehead when the security guy trying to grab him, drops him on my head and slams my forehead into the steel pipe of the rail. Once I know I'm not bleeding, I carry on. Everytime security guard jumps on step in front of me, I hit the deck expecting another body to land on me. At one point, Alexis is pulled from the crowd by security and is escorted by Gio, head of Metallica's security, to the side where she can be looked after. She was dehydrated and nearly passed out. I was told I could meet up with her after the show. I have a "moment" with Rob Trujillo when James asks crowd who has Kill 'Em All. After crowd reacts and quiets down, Rob stands in front of me and points his finger at me, mouths the words, "You have it?" and I throw him the horns, nod my head and say "Hell yeah!" He breaks into an approving grin, pats his chest and nods, mouths "Me too". Approx. 11pm. 2nd to the last song. The Wait from Garage Days. I finally say "Screw it!" and anchor myself to the rail and headbang my fool brains out as fast as I can. I think I was channeling Perttu. Nate and Billy said they both saw me headbanging and thought I had lost my mind. Last song. Seek And Destroy. I can no longer sing. Even whispering is agony. Despite earplugs, my ears felt like they were bleeding. 12:30am Thursday. Awake for 26 hours now. Since Alexis is coming back home with me, I have to drive her car because she has no idea where she is and is no condition to drive. Unfortunatly, neither am I because everything is blurry and spinning thanks to the blow to the head. Nate is a God-send and drives Alexis and I as we convoy to Hutchinson so we can stay at our friend Austin's house. Only none of us know where he lives. First things first though. We need water. Precious, cold, lovely water. We descend upon Kwik Shop like a bunch of staggering, three-legged, one-eyed, side show circus freaks and take as much ice water as we can manage. I decide that I also deserve a Mt Dew. I take a drink and realize that it doesn't even taste good. I inahle 44 oz's of ice water.1:45am Thursday. We pull into 27/7 McD's and call Austin. After some hilarious moments of staggering side show freakshow in the parking lot and a garbled adventure in food buying, we finally see Austin and continue to his house. 2am Thursday. Alexis promptly passes out on a bed. Nate breaks out the video camera and the aftermath of the concert is caught on tape. It consists of drunkeness, stories of Austin's drunken adventures with Brandon, who should never be allowed out of his room btw, and general chaos. I continue to drink water.2:30am Thursday. I finally have another toilet break. 14 hours since the last one.4:30am Thursday. I call recliner and kick Gauger out of it. I realize that I have been awake for 30 hours at that point and call it quits. After borrowing a blanket from Austin, I controt myself into the seat of the recliner and am asleep before I can get comfortable.Summary: Show kicked ass! I wish my brother and his wife could have gone but am glad that Billy and Nate came in their place. A great time was had. We all made it home safely. This was my 3rd Metallica concert but the first time I got to see them up close. It was Matt's second Metallica concert. This was Gauger and Billy's first Metallica concert. This was Nate's very first concert EVER. What a show to start off with. When I asked him later, if the show inspired him (he started playing bass guitar about a year ago) his reply was, "Like nothing else ever before it." *GRIN*

*howls*

Oh My God... *dies*
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