*sobbing*

My ears hurt! Ear infections suck ass. This time, I have them in both ears. I'll get one in one ear or the other, every year, but it's pretty rare for both ears to be hit at the same time.*bawls* God Almighty, it hurts. I need another job, this one is destroying my body, bit by bit. I need to get a driving job again, it never bothered my back and I adore driving.Should find out later today if my Bro is going to the Metallica concert with me or not. We have tickets, but with his new orders to transfer to the Netherlands in Oct, it just depends on how long it takes to process him out of Fort Carson, CO. *crosses fingers*Today, I get the unmitigated joy of driving 40 miles to the farm, loading my horse in the trailer and hauling him 45 miles to the vet in Hays, drive back to the farm, drop him off, sleep... and then drive back to Ness in time to work tonight at 10pm. My horse is stiff on the right side and I think he needs to go to the chiro, but the chiro needs a referral from my vet in order to work on him. So, off to the vet we go. Oh yeah, and I just got off work 90 minutes ago... when will I be able to sleep again?I need a massage. Badly. In the worst possible way. EVERY muscle and joint in my body is in agony. *cries*Send help.